剧情介绍
电影讲述在同志备受歧视的奥地利军营，一名下士感受到的性向惶恐：从开场虚实折射的“吞械”梦魇，到浴间同僚的挑衅欺凌，再到森林对峙时的情绪失控，都涌动着触目惊心的情感伤痛。全片的运镜和音效尤其到位，剧情虽简约但旨意深远，最后驶向未知人生的澹愁钢琴声给人以久久回味。接受自己终究是门艰深课程，要用一生来修习得证。2012年5月17日国际不再恐同日（IDAHO）特别放映。
Michael, a soldier in the Austrian military, has been on border duty at the Austrian-Hungarian border for seven weeks now. Isolated from his family and friends and stuck in an uber-masculine environment, Michael develops homosexual feelings for his comrade Raphael. Being bullied is part of his daily routine. Jürgen, the alpha male in the group, has found the perfect victim in Michael. During taking a shower Jürgen bullies Michael once more but this time something is different, Michael bring about Jürgen's downfall both literally and figuratively. The game is on and Jürgen uses his most powerful weapon - his knowledge about Michael's secret. Jürgen punches Michael on the back of his head causing him an injury. Korcak, their group commander, suspects that there is more behind Michael's injury than he Michael is willing to tell but can't help him if he does not tell the truth. A couple of hours later, Michael and Raphael smoke a joint together at the border to celebrate their last night. Being intoxicated, Raphael opens up about his emotions which seems to be the perfect situation for Michael to open up as well and so he takes a chance and wants to kiss Raphael, who, being irritated, pushes Michael away with the words "I'am not gay Michel!". His only hope just died and a downwards spiral begins where Michael's only solution seems to be suicide. It's Raphael who now has to prevent this from happening.
哀吾生之多艰
开头结尾呼应了影片片名。导演把滤镜调的非常的舒服，“蓝色如大海大海就像死亡”人生下来就不应该被定义一种名为“该死的同性恋”的称号，他们并不想这样，同志没有错，我希望这种世俗沉入死亡深渊的大海，Can Not be found.
就那样
Ich habe so Scheiße Angst.
语焉不详
所有Homophobia都给我💩
意犹未尽，虽说像这样题材的短片拍成电影结局都不会很好，但奈何短片里给人的感觉就很期待。
看完之后就感觉，生而为弯，真的好难啊！自己一定要变得强大起来，自己学会保护好自己。
“我只想有个人关心我 有个人能在想抱的时候抱抱我。”这没有错 直面真实的自己才是压倒性的利器。love is love.
枪口塞进喉咙的镜头令人窒息，希望每个挣扎的灵魂都有人给一个他拥抱。（结尾断的有点突然，哀伤却又隐隐透露着生的希望，如果看到删减部分众人态度改变了会可能打5星）比他人恐同更悲剧的是存在于内心的自我认知的的空洞，不破除此，无时无刻不是寒冬雪月。--I can' take it anymore, I'm just worn out. I just want someone to be there for me, someone who hugs me when I need it.--There are people who like you.（Even if not, you have to love yourself too）
补标
这个背景足够撑起一个长片了
“I'm scared”对自己性取向无法接受的害怕，认识和接受自己是人生永恒的主题，选择死亡还是选择原谅都需要自己去迈过
不错
【-那你为什么要附和他们那些愚蠢的话？-我不知道...】感谢上帝，我们至少可以死。但我更希望，所有被霸凌的人都可以知道，只要你硬起来，那些该死的霸凌者就会像无法勃起的鸡巴一样软。